forever

MY FOREVER...

It is a cold night on a dark deserted highway. Indeed a still night, the leaves & flowers barely  move.
The whitest gray fog is dense like wet cigarette ashes rising from the bitter brown earth as I trod on a lonely path.

Suddenly, a figure emerges & there stands my FOREVER as my heart skips a beat & the rhythm changes to an upbeat. MY FOREVER...

Its unbelievable as my eyes sights the incomparable, I am now vulnerable as he approaches, lost in perhaps Lust as he steps even closer holding my breath & sighing heavily, his smell, Oh that smell. This is my FOREVER

Amazingly the air becomes fresher, the atmosphere brighter & more colorful, living now makes more sense. He is my FOREVER...

And face to face, toe to toe, lips brushing mine, eyes bright like a phoenix, leaving me breathless. MY FOREVER.

Tragedy then strikes, darkness befalls mother nature, the air is toxic, vision blurs as everything suddenly disappears. Where is my FOREVER? Only pain is left, though sweet pain as I reminisce on the moments.

Now I wonder. But wait... Is there ever my FOREVER or just my imagination, may be my FOREVER is too good to be true. But deep down inside me, I know there can never be another FOREVER...