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Saturday, 24 February 2018

MISSING HOME MEANS MISSING HIM

When i miss home 
It only means one thing
missing home means missing him

I wake up every morning
Amidst all the chaos 
And my busy schedules
Attending to the needs 
of the offspring i begot
And a list of other things
To cater for He
I miss home
And missing home means missing him

And when i am hurt
Snugged up in tears
With no one to feel my pain
Or anyone to Understand.....
Miles and Miles away
Sitting in the yard
Looking up at the stars
He is wishing away
All the sadness that may come my way
I miss home
And missing home means missing him




The white painted walls with stripes of black
And scented flower surrounding
That sheltered me
I jumped and ran and played
He was never afar
Up on the balcony
He watched with delight
As i melted his heart 
I miss home
And missing home means missing him

The sound of his footsteps
Oh so Monumental 
As he walked towards the compound
Where i listened
And waited in excitement 
For his executive entrance as i behaved myself
Out of respect for his presence 
He sweetened my heart
And gave me the goosebumps
I miss home 
And missing home means missing him


He is my protector, my Hero
My first love, my Favorite
He is my Father
And when i feel all alone
I miss home 
And missing home means missing my dear beloved Father

~Lmaril




Monday, 12 February 2018

TUESDAY TALK

Ok so am just a thirty something year old woman exploring life the best way I know how . You see I like to think I have no rules governing my life, I may have boundaries here and there but I mostly like to live freely. I believe in Love. Where there is love there is peace and where there is peace there is freedom. 

I like to think I am a philosopher, I believe everyone is in one way or the other. I have my own set of craziness (not a lot of people get me)......
I read a lot, motivational and Romance are  my favorite I have lots of books, some of them I like to read repeatedly. from Sydney Sheldon to zig ziglar. 

Skeleton in the closet I bet everyone has at least one. I know I do, yeap very guilty. So what does it mean to have a skeleton in the closet? In my own understanding, it’s basically having something you are hiding, something you won’t dare to share with anyone. A shameful, humiliating or confusing facts best left in hiding. A factuality considered to be morally wrong or at worst could easily cause disaster if let out. 

What is right or wrong? Who determines what you do as right or wrong? I like to think that sometimes definition of right and wrong varies. What I may consider as right might not be the same for you. My right could be your wrong. For example, putting up a kissing picture of me and hubby up on my dp for everyone in my contact to view maybe morally wrong to so many people. (Yea I got attacked a few times for doing so) But it was my little happy moment and sharing it in return made me even more happy.  Therefore just because is not something you will do personally does not make my doing so generally wrong in anyway. 

Again, like wearing a bikini is not something I will do personally. But I admire people who have the confidence to do so. It just shows that they love and embrace the way they look and are happy with their bodies. If you think wearing a bikini is wrong either culturally or religiously, well then regardless of what you think people are doing it and will continue to do it, no body cares about what you think anyways. People may not have the same beliefs as you, and it’s not for you to judge. So you see what I mean? I just don’t take life too seriously. Some people need to get over themselves and live freely for a minute.


Like I said, I love to live fully and freely, to spend life not doing some doltish drama in my mind, ( well even though sometimes I do) but to be fully touched by life....life is here and now, life is here to happen in full force. So live life to the fullest

I strongly believe that a woman can have it all, Amazing love life, happiness, beautiful family, successful career, comfortable life you just name it and she can have it all at the same time too.  But only when she works for it. It won’t just be handed to her on a silver plater.

I am very expressive  I hardly hide my emotions, I let it all out . in honesty, if I have ish good or bad with anyone personally, I promise you that they will know about it. I will unapologetically express it to them. And I don’t ever take back what I say if I really meant them the first time, unless of course in a situation where things I said was as a result of misinformation. I want to Emphasize that I do not at all hoard emotions.... And oh yea lastly romance is my life. *winks


Be original, be you, and just live life!